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note for marxist leninist maoist castroist chavist china stans etc.: we are not your comrades, your cops kill our folk like all cops, your cops are bastards too and the people's revolutionary reeducation camp burns just as well as any other jail :blobCatBloc:

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what's a travesti? isn't that the same as crossdresser? 

travesti is a Latina transfeminine culture. it is a depreciative term of medicalization, reclaimed as an identity. historically travestis have often presented themselves as a feminine third gender, "neither woman nor man but a travesti godess". with the advent of the gringo trans movement, most now consider themselves to be trans women as well as travestis, which is my case. to paraphrase travesti academic Ana Flor, the travesti identity is not simply a gender identity but a political one; to identify as travesti is to recognise how this particular, localised, highly marginalised street culture shaped our gender expression and self-understanding.

travesti culture has a long history of DIY hormones and street surgeries too, though that's not what makes it an identity. many travestis are, like me, very positive and very sexual about their genitals, and this has been used as "the difference between travestis and trans women" (I think the porn industry still does that, for example). sometimes I see travestis who use the term as "non-genitally-dysphoric trans woman", but most don't, and a lot of travestis opt for a vaginoplasty as soon as they can afford it and who cares what are you a cop?

there's always been a degree of fluidity between male feminine gay boys, crossdressing fetishists, and trans women (in the case of the USA queer history, cf. Sylvia Rivera and the history of the 'T' in S.T.A.R.). in the case of travestis, this fluidity is embraced rather than rigidly legislated; travesti singer Linn da Quebrada identifies as "neither woman nor man, but a fem 'trava'", then as "woman, woman, woman, woman, woman" in the space of 1 minute in a single song—then as "Black favela faggot" in a different song. (and she's lesbian.) despite this relaxed attitude with self-definitions, travesti identity isn't reducible to androsexual effeminacy or the erotic thrill of breaking gender taboos; it's just that almost all of us have been there, and many retain a fondness for it. we don't come from a culture that care so much about policing the boundaries of words (for Flor, the undefinedness of "travesti" is the point).

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in lieu of a reintroduction, just the content notes:

- I make lots of vulgar sex/kink jokes and they're not always CW'd
- earnest sexual content is CW'd
- I talk positively about drugs, crime, sugar, sluttery, and girldick
- I'm vegan, stop @'ing me dead animals or stolen milk

and a few magickal amulets to ward off boring ppl:

- you don't need dysphoria to be trans

- dysphoria is real

- non-dysphoric people should have the option of medical transition too, for free

- sex work is work

- non-binary femboy bisexual lesbians are valid

- all cops are bastards, including the People's Communist Revolutionary Cops

- primitivism = ableism = ecofash = fash

- I'm religious

- abolish the family

- yes travestis are not crossdressing fetishists, but crossdressing fetishists are good actually

- public-space cruising was the best thing the gay rights movement achieved, and those of us who are built for that should be proud to honour our ancestors

- things that are wonderful: genders, makeup, fashion, whatever pop music that's trending right now, selfies, furries, horoscope, loud dance clubs, identity politics, pumpkin spice soy lattes

- things that are terrible: linux, open source, meritocracy

- free markets are not just evil but also inefficient and nonsensical

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hi I'm vegan! please don't send me photos of animals being killed or food or products made of killed animals, or by exploiting animals! please don't send me messages about cooking the bodies of animals or methods to kill insects! these are things that make me very sad for the rest of the day! thank you!

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I've uploaded a bunch of recipes and blog posts to gemini://transmom.love ! Most of it was posted here, I think. "What’s the point of herbal HRT?" is new, along with the writeup on pueraria.

I recommend a gemini browser to browse the geminispace! The geminispace is so much more chill than the web! But if you want to use a web browser, I set up a web mirror on gemini.transmom.love 🌻

for reference here's a drawing my kid made of Luz from Owl House, beta design version. this one hit the internets at a right time for the fandom to be thinking of the beta characters, and it got a lot more likes than her art account usually does. it was her example in our discussion on how electoral politics will always be about popularity contests and the flickeness of which candidate manages to go viral for what reasons.

pretty great drawing tho :blobcatjustright:

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met a comrade yesterday who I hadn't seen in a while, and it was interesting to find out that this cluster of anarchists had also pivoted into food autonomy.

we are the ones naturally predisposed towards molotovs and minute discourse in-fighting and fun nazi-bashing sports, but lately somehow it feels like the hottest 2022 season fashionable keywords in anarchism podcasts are like, how to make potato bag soil for cheap, where to distribute pamphlets about dumpster diving, hints on organising a iodine stash with your neighbors. it's as if we collectively sniffed the air, looked at one another mid-plenum, then quietly left to the toolsheds. I like to think of us as crows.

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when the Computer was created, heroes vowed to end its malevolent reign. the only thing powerful enough to destroy the Computer? a type of advanced weapon called Software. the battle has been ongoing for decades, with the Computer fending off all manner of assaults, and growing exponentially more powerful. but soon, the end is in sight. our heroes have the upper hand. we have mighty stacks of Software, tall as castles. soon the Computer will slow to a crawl, and its evil will be stopped forever

today I, an anarchist, have to spend most of my Sunday travelling to vote for the president of a country I'm never returning to. it's mandatory.

at least my older kid wants to come with me for no other reason than to keep me company. we've been talking about politics and the state of the world lately and it's just fascinating to have a portrait into what this whole disaster of a society looks like for a 15-year-old of artistic sensibilities.

my position in the Great Anarchist Voting Debate is that not only does the voting spectacle act as a force diffuser of political energy, the debate about voting itself already does that. none of this deserves so much of our attention. if I'm literally forced to opine on who should be my prison warden I'll vote for "not the literal facist literally promising to murder inmates", then go back to sawing the bars in the window when whoever's elected isn't looking. what the prison warden candidates elaborately promise us doesn't matter very much. they all want to be prison wardens.

but the opposite feeling also. when I look at this exceedingly crush-inducing soft girl in the photo above, so at peace in her element in this sea of sensorial pink, feeling practically able to smell her candy-scented body spray. and then I think how vehemently she had been denied all that—the colour pink, her body language, her boobs, her lesbian hookups, all of it. to take this girl, and violently force her to be some depressed dude neurotically plucking at his beard, for decades. what a waste of 34 years of hot girl who could've been. what a loss for the world. what a missed opportunity for all the girls I met who never got to experience (gestures following curvy lines of body) this.

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posting bait for submissives then multi-track flirting with a bunch simultaneously today, wow this is nostalgic. it must've been more than a year since when I used to do that. feels good to be able to be my own levels of sexual again, even if occasionally

@lyncia @akai the best part? it was a horny on main feed. I didn't have a dedicated porn account; I interspersed all that with radicalising political agitprop. it was simply gorgeous, all pink pastel violent insurgence, I'm very proud of my influencer times.

alas, that was also the end of it—not the porn but the politics; I got a bit too insurrectionary for a monitored dystopian platform, and when some folk close to me started being targeted for State repression, I knew it was time to wrap it up. I must have shifted at least two dozen Overton windows by posting anarchist memes between nip slips tho

how much nipple can you show on insta vs. porn 

@akai so the results I had from my insta times are:

the algorithm will flag female-presenting nipples but not a sliver of aureola, but more importantly the algo doesn't understand erotica, only explicit porn, so if you're dressed or use softcore movie angles, you can get away with posting the lewdest possible things including (on the top of my head from that year alone) photos taken during sex and described as such (just pick your wording), public exhibitionism, kink scenes, "I have a vibrator/lover's cock/girlcum inside me in this photo", upskirt clips of your butt swaying merrily as you walk with lacey sheer thong swallowed lewdly by Latina thiccness, a wasp slowly climbing upwards your inner thighs and under your miniskirt at an ice cream shop and how incredibly horny that makes you, the aftermath of a heavy sadomasochism session, wax kink compositions framed by your legs in vegan leather fetish dress, postorgasmic 5-people gay orgy hugs, someone deepthroating you from behind their head, and live seductive interactions with your audience.

just not nipples. that's indecent 😳

(I had a small captive audience of some ~45 viewers, all supportive co-conspirators; a lot of that material would've gotten me an instant ban if someone ever reported me, but you horny perverts never did, I love you all)

ok I want to support the authors for Nona the Ninth but let's avoid fucking audible, I'll just pay the audiobook directly in some other site and... (30€) (—.— 💢)

elilla's law of online degeneracy (no matter what's the original content separation plan, any online elilla feed quickly degenerates into queer porn)

nonexplicit but kinky sex photos, written porn, hand on neck, sweets 

they are still too horny so I read the post above into their ears in soft murmurs, while teasing more fulfillment but holding back at the tip. they're getting off on the fact that you're reading this, that I'm livetooting their boundless lust; I made sure they'd want that, planted ideas in their mind... of course, I timed the last sentence of my sexy readback of the toot with a full girth deep thrust and – aesthetic completion, see – a bite. I didn't have an apple in the bedroom so a chocolate Lebkuchen stood for forbidden queer joy.

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there's a kind of satisfaction to kink moments like this that goes beyond sexual and I find hard to put in words but I want to try:

These little scenes have an aesthetic completion, a designer's composition to them that would look too perfect and unbeliavable even in fiction or porn. To have them embodied in real life, spontaneously arisen, all sense of shame or cringe long forgotten:

It feels like insubordination, it feels like breaking out of one's proper lane, it feels like having fun with a game in a way the creators didn't want you to, it feels like like you're reaching out and reaching an apple the whole system tried so hard to brainwash you that could never possibly have. And then you bite.

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aftercare, mommydomme kink 

"now I will get up and make us a nice good breakfast, ok?" (kiss kiss) "you don't have to do anything, you just lie your little head in this soft comf bed and be pretty. that's what you're for"

(voice faltering) "even... if... I wanted... I can't... do... a-anyt..."

"oh no darling I know. Mommy knows how you feel." (more little kisses) "that's ~why~ I'm telling you, you're here to lie in bed and be an easy hole for me to fuck. and you're great at that, I'm very... sated . :blobcatfluffowo: now come here, let her cover you warm."

"M-Mommy..."

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re: sex, explicit 

real life mind break isn't a thing you can pull off anytime you want but it's so intensely satisfying when you can :blobcatmmm:

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sex, explicit 

if there's a better way for a girl to wake up than,

feeling your sub's thirsty hand yearningly grope for girlcock and you smile and fifteen minutes later you are black gloves, vet lube five fingers deep watching them go eyes blank limp body head empty and when they come back mumble that it's so good they think they passed out and as they look confusedly at you topping you stare into their eyes and go, "good morning :blobcatgiggle: ",

I don't know what it is :blobcatuwu:

soft pink softcore erotica, breasts, bulge, eye contact 

if you're one of my lovers you 100% gotta come experience being between this thing and my breasts. if you're not one of my lovers yet here's your excuse to propose a visit

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but the opposite feeling also. when I look at this exceedingly crush-inducing soft girl in the photo above, so at peace in her element in this sea of sensorial pink, feeling practically able to smell her candy-scented body spray. and then I think how vehemently she had been denied all that—the colour pink, her body language, her boobs, her lesbian hookups, all of it. to take this girl, and violently force her to be some depressed dude neurotically plucking at his beard, for decades. what a waste of 34 years of hot girl who could've been. what a loss for the world. what a missed opportunity for all the girls I met who never got to experience (gestures following curvy lines of body) this.

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